1. Anna Sui Water Proof Mascara Black

2. Shu Uemura Eye pro concealor

3. Poly tee red and green from Ralph Lauren

4. Protecting base for eye lashes from Shu Uemura

5. Levi's @ Lady Style Side panel tight bootcut

6. Sandals from whatever place..Mphosis but no have my size!..I can't find a nice one anywhere!!!!!!!!!

7. Havaianas flip flops

8. Beach shorts 2!

9. Slippers at pretty fit the green one with flower.

10. I need to go dentist. Ok not counted. I NEED TO BUY THE LE COQ SPORTIF BAG.

ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY AND I THINK NOBODY CARES....SOB SOB SOB

i'M NOT ACTING CUTE. can't I just complaint.

Joycelyn, if your dad knows you are stressing over studies. I'm sure he will not allow you to go through polytechnic at all.

If money is what that makes you study, please quit school now.

If you are studying for the sake of studying, please stop what you are doing right now.

What are the reasons for studying? These are the possible reasons people tend to give:

1) I want to study because in future I can get a good job and earn a fix salary as I will get a certificate.

2) I want to study because my parents want me to do so and they paid for the school fees.

3) I need to study because I got nothing else better to do and I'm not ready for working in the society yet.

4) I'm studying what I'm studying right now because I'm interrested in the course and see my future in that particular direction.

5) I'm studying because everybody else is doing it so I must follow the trend.

6) I must show people I can get the diploma/cetificate/degree so I can be snobbish and proud.

If you belong to reason number 4, I admire you. That is the only good reason for studying

The point is, do what you want to do and not something which you are suppose to do.

Of course, we have law in the country to restrict us, all that are moral values which is to do with our character building. That can't be pevented. And if you can't even abide by the law, you arebetter off dead.

How about the other things which we do. I hate to complaint about studying, tests, and projects I have to do.

Why do people compaint? Because we are lack of strength to do something we do not want to do in the first place. I complaint about having to wake up early in the morning to go for lectures. I'm sure I will not compaint but wake up 3 hours earlier to watch my favourite TV show.

I used to say, I cannot let my mother down, because she paid expensive school fees for me.

What if one day(choy choy choy) your best friend or lover got into a car accident and was admitted into hospital. A phone call was made to your mobile just before your major exam was about to start. You paid 10 thousand over dollars for the school fees and that is the most important paper for graduation. Would you head for the hospital or just finish the paper first?

You did not pay a single cent for the friendship or love you have at all. And you will not lose anything even if you did not go to the hospital.

You can ask if his/her condition is serious or not, you are not a doctor, you can't help even if you are there.

If you know tommorrow is the end of the world, would you carry all your certificates/diplomas or textbooks to death? I'm sure most of you will say, spending the last hrs with your love ones.

Is it worth it to give up everything just for your studies or work or whatever..........You health is more important than these okie..........................................................................

I'm going to write this for Joycelyn Foo, my ex-classmate in polytechinic. My good friend also.

Please take care of yourself and also think of others okie.

Because of a really funny joke.

I was rushing to meet Mei Yin one fine Thursday afternoon at orchard MRT. When one Malay girl approach me and said one pile of stuff which I don't understand. She was speaking too fast. Asked for my number and she replied that it was for some modelling purpose.

THAT IS THE LAST THING ON EARTH I WANT TO DO.

She was persistent, so I thought I just give her my number and reject the calls after that. Since I was already late. Than one person from a private number called me saying her name is karen and they are actually from a modelling company and they provide some courses.

Grooming courses and make-up courses, since I've never had any courses before, I agreed to visit the company to take a look. Its at TAKA tower B.

I was greeted by a young and pretty lady upon arrivial and she asked me questions like how old am I and which school I'm from. She further explained the courses to me and said that its fully sponsored by the company only that I've to purchase some essential cosmetics which cost 550bucks. And could pay by instalments.

I thought over and asked if I could reject the modelling part after the course and she said yes as its free-lance.

I signed the papers without hesitation than.

When I got home, I began searching for the company name in yahoo. And I chance upon a girl's blog which she says this company is a fraud. I immediately cried, because I'll have to pay 550bucks for nothing. So I managed to contact the girl and she told me all about it.

She mentioned the company will not ask you for modelling because it was just using a talent co. to sell cosmetics. And the make-up stuff does not cost 550bucks at all. But anyway she learnt something from the course as its really beneficial.

Since my motive at first is not to be a model, I guess I'm considered not cheated than.

But he keep telling me I was cheated and ask me to breach the contract by refusing to go to the lessons and pay the amount of money.

Humans who read this must be thinking I'm just a slut who wants to be a model and think I myself is beautiful and got cheated right. haha what a foolish girl.

HELL NO OKIE. HELL NO. Yah, walk around in high heels and take photoshoot. I hate all these. To think I always love to criticise models.

I think I couldn't sleep because he keep reminding me I'm being cheated. It sound as if I'm a victim of some major fraud company and that I'm stupid enough to believe. I just wanna lend the opportunity to take up a course, make-up since I love to make-up.

Stop using your minds to judge me, I'm not any other girl on the streets.

Shall I blog about the first lesson I'm going to have tommorrow.

Lastly, I'm not stupid.
I felt better after saying my thoughts. haiz.

How come so many people criticise me because of what I say?

That is fucking why people of this world get depression, suicide thoughts, brain tumour, heart diseases, insomnia...

THEY WILL NOT GET ALL THESE IF THEY ARE DOING WHAT THEY LIKE TO DO.

Hello. I want to do what I want to do and not what the society requires me to do.

Since young, my dad wants me to become a lawyer. He tell me, lawyer earns big money. Than I have this thinking that money means good, and no money means no talk.

After studying in Primary school, I found out that I must have good results in order to survive. Poor results means being shameful and stupid.

In Secondary school, I realised I must know how to get along with people and suck up to humans. This world is corrupted. 

I'm in Polytechnic now. And I want to do what I want to do. I do not want to study useless things, earn dirty money, and be in a situation where the society favours.

That year of 14 years old, I told my dad I want to study in China. He said it has got no future. When he is the one who influence me into having passion in Chinese. I said that I want to be able to interpret English to Chinese and vice versa simutaneously verbally and written.

My interest is in Chinese literature and China culture. I want to study in China. YES CHINA NOT USA NOT AUSTRALIA NOT BRITAIN NOT JAPAN. So far, nobody truly support and encourage me to pursue my dreams. They say I should get into university, get masters, degrees. And get a good job of at least 3k a month.

So..

I guess I'm being too negative here. Its time to be positive.

At least I'm alive and kicking. Not in some INDIA countries suffering and starving.
 
At least I've got a roof above my head. Not like beggars sleeping in the streets.

At least I've got SCV to watch. Not like some humans who watched channel 8/U/5/I for their whole life.

At least I'm studying in polytechnic and in my third year already with ONLY ONE module repeated. Not like some students who have more than THREE.

At least I'm supported by my Mum and doesn't need a part time job. Not like some people who needs to work.

WOW I FELT BETTER ALREADY.

I'M ACTUALLY QUITE SLIM YOU KNOW. AT LEAST I'M NOT LIKE MOSES LIM OR LYDIA SUM.

TOMMORROW I'M EATING CRYSTAL JADE DIM SUM TO CELEBRATE THIS!

DUH...

FUCK , TIME TO FUCKING COMPLAINT.

I'm doing this lame and disgusting course in Nanyang Polytechinic, I felt that I'm a fool. I paid for like thousand over dollars for the school fees and even had to pay for my own textbooks. WTF

Hello our hours in school is like patheic, I don't even know wtf I'm going to this damn school for. The lectures are boring, with irrelevant texts and dead theory. If I were to manage a business, I wouldn't think about all these. They should have made us do more hands-on and carry out what they are teaching. The lecturers are like darn busy, their faces speak:"I got no time, got alot of classes, better have no questions okie. I'm not free lah."
I PAID LIKE 10 OVER THOUSAND DOLLARS JUST TO SIT IN LECTURES AND SLEEP IN TUTORIALS. WHAT THE FUCK.

The only thing I can do is to listen and concentrate in class, try to make out what they assume us to understand. THIS IS BAD.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There's so much to say, yet so little time.